Happy New Year to all our readers!
At this time of year, it’s popular to do a bit of self-review, and set out resolutions and changes that we’d like to make in our lives. It’s also a good idea to take a bit of time (maybe on retreat) to review what happened in the last year and learn lessons from it to apply in the coming year.
So in keeping with that spirit I’d like to encourage you to reflect on your sense of calling and ask yourself some fundamental questions about it. Calling, as you will recall from a previous blog as well as our Guide to Going, may vary from one person to another but can generally be defined as a deep-seated conviction that God has a task for you to do, or a place for you to be. It is discerned both spiritually and practically by a community working together to determine what is right for you – a community made up of family, friends, church and agency who together confirm your course of action.
If you are a mission worker in the field, you must have had a sense of calling at some time in the past which impelled you to get up and go, and encouraged others to send and support you.
But do you still feel that sense of calling? If not, what has happened? Have you taken on other tasks and responsibilities which seemed like a good idea, or which you thought needed to be done, but which have ended up taking you away from the service you felt called to?
If you do still have a sense of calling, how are you protecting it? Are you testing against it the various tasks, relationships and opportunities that come your way, to ensure you don’t get dragged off course? And how are you shaping and refining it? Are you regularly praying into it to get more clarity and definition about where and what you are called to?
In the interests of being a good team member and supporting the aims of our agency, there will inevitably be times when we are asked to lay aside our own sense of what we have been called to in the past to take on something new. Maybe it involves a change of ministry, or a different town (or even country). As our own circumstances change, this might actually be a new calling which supersedes the original one. Who are we consulting and praying with to make sure that the decisions we need to make are a team effort?
Wandering away from our sense of calling puts us into a dangerous place. We have no conviction to hold us in place when the going gets tough, we may well find ourselves doing things that God doesn’t want us doing, and operating for a significant amount of time outside our sense of calling can sap our energy and do long-term damage to our resilience and well-being.
So I encourage all of us to set aside some time at the beginning of what will inevitably be a busy and challenging year to reflect on our sense of calling and ensure that we are convinced we are the right people in the right place doing the right thing.
And if you can’t say that with conviction, do something about it!