In the cold dark days of winter there’s nothing I like more than getting a good log fire going in my hearth. I often sit in front of the fire and work on my laptop in the warmth. I guess many of us like wood fires, even if we live in countries where we don’t need them very often.
Many centuries ago, a famous contemplative observed that when we come to extended times of prayer or meditation, we’re very much like a log that’s just been put on the fire. Initially it is cold, and it hisses as the moisture in it evaporates off. As it warms up, any sap or resin remaining in it catches fire and the log starts to spit and crackle. Only after a while does the log get really hot and surrender itself to the flames without struggling.
That describes my experience of sitting down for a time with the Lord. At first, my head is filled with thoughts of all the things I have to do, and I need to be patiently disciplined at putting them all on one side for the time being and remind myself that I am not here to think about them now.
Then, as my soul starts to settle, I notice all the distractions around me: the ticking clock, the traffic, a voice from the house next door or birdsong in the garden. These too I have to lay aside and remember that they are of no concern to me at this moment. Only after what seems a lengthy time of preparation do I succeed in stilling my heart and becoming attentive to the Consuming Fire that is my God (Hebrews 12:29) as I seek to surrender my thoughts and attention to him.
To do all this in the space of a 20 or 30 minute devotional time at the start of our busy day is not always practical. Some of us take longer than that to really settle down and get our hearts in a peaceful place. To really tune in to God we need to set aside a significant amount of time for contemplation and prayer. But how is that possible in our busy lives, when family, church and ministry have so many pressing demands?
Some of us are working from home and have little opportunity to withdraw. Others are homeschooling and our children need constant supervision. And even if the children could go to school, and we could go to the office, our favourite retreat centres and church buildings are closed.
So we need to find other ways of setting aside time and space. For some of us it may mean getting up before dawn so that we get time while the house is quiet, finding a time during the day when we can go for a walk with God or sit quietly in the garden. Some people I know have negotiated alternating days off with their partner so they can find a lengthy period of space.
In these times, we need more than ever to find creative ways of making the time to really settle into the presence of God. A short time may be a quick fix, but the long, steady warmth of a burning log gives more heat than the quick fix of a brightly blazing twig.